Man, It feels like I am in a rut.
I am not motivated to clean the house.
I am not motivated to do laundry.
I am not motivated to get out of my pjs all day.
I am not motivated to get the girls out.
I am not motivated to get just about anything done!
I am not motivated to clean the house.
I am not motivated to do laundry.
I am not motivated to get out of my pjs all day.
I am not motivated to get the girls out.
I am not motivated to get just about anything done!
I don't know what I need to do to help myself.
I feel lost.
I feel like no matter how far I get I am always taking 2 steps back. I get so much motivation that when I get something done it's all goes back to pot within minutes.
Maybe this whole 2nd child is catching up to me now.
Maybe I need to get out more, be with friends and family.
Maybe I need to surround myself more around those who would inspire me to be better.
Maybe....
I just need some chocolate and wait for Aunt Flow to leave and then see where I am at.